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*Note* I'm on a piece of shit public PC that stubbornly refuses to let me change the font colour or style. This does not amuse me. I'm a sucker for structure and this is messing mine all up!

"There's things I remember, there's things I forget, I miss you, I guess that I should" - 'Raining In Baltimore' - Counting Crows

Today is another one of those days when I can't quite figure out what kinda mood I'm in. I blame the past. I mean, for the first time in ages I'm actually looking to the future with a degree of optimism when the past rears it's head to take a big, big shit on me. Let's forget trying to fix what's gone wrong and just leave it buried for cryin' out loud. Some things are irreparable, as much as we might wish otherwise. If you're scarred, cover it, deal with it, sort it out and start afresh. I think.

There's a whole lotta something out there to be explored and hopefully you'll find your spot. We can't all be Zidane (with or without hair), hell most of us can't even be Dom Foley. But we're all somebody anyway and if you throw enough at the wall something will stick. Eventually. And hopefully it's bearable.

I'm getting closer to the time that I gotta make some decisions again. I'm tempted to just throw all the options into my beanie hat on scraps of paper, pull one out and hope it's the one that says "Do nothing!"

Oh yeah I messed up with the stupid, never tell the right time clock on this thing and the two posts before this are in the wrong order.

I'm gonna finish up here. Gotta coupla things to do before I go watch the Shels-Deportivo game.

For no reason at all I'm gonna list a few people who have been of some value to me in the last coupla months. This is not in order. And if you're not listed I either forgot you or don't rate you or just haven't really seen you much.

Niall, Don, Dave, Bob, Rob, Brian, Trev, John

and the ladies

Denise, Cack, Joanne, Sueanne, Gwen and Katelyn

Damn it, I know I'm leaving somebody out... this is probably a bad idea... :-)